b. 1:13 PM feeling better now. =D

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not getting any better. 1:13 PM my mind is still not ease by what happen. basically by the accident that happen to 2 young souls. I may not know them but the story is devastating enough. plus reading today newspaper did not make me feel any better. adding to that i read hanis blog and i just came to know an old ex-pri school mate of mine has passed away. i may not recall who he is at this point but for certain, when its time for you to passed on, its time. al fatihah to all the 3 of them.

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should i? 2:45 AM I was on the net when i came to know about something and so i surfed the net and look for that article and my heart dropped. It really does bring out fear in me. no words are able to describe what i am feeling at this point. i don't even think i am able to sleep. shocked. should i ride? what should i do? i feel like stopping now. i feel like giving up on riding. Life is short. You either live it the positive or the negative way. on the other note its the only thing that can fix my life and the only think i can't have. will i ever get it? i assume never.

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b. Monday, December 14, 2009 2:30 AM I've been trying to recall your face. reason being? i have no idea why. who are you? and why do i feel that if i can recall you something can change? one more week of school and one more year of school! counting down to it!! i hope to recall who you truly are.

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